Diary of a Hotcuck

May 13, 2012

Potential Bull Emerges

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Hi,

So I was going to make a post about getting back into lingerie waitressing but then I didn’t end up doing it so please excuse my absence. Here’s the deal so far, my man and I are having some relationship problems so we often aren’t focused on cuckolding but working on our relationship before we progress too much. It comes in steps, everything is great and then the hard part comes when you have to work some more then the work pays off and things are good then it’s more work etc… you get the picture. That’s not to say that we can’t engage in cuckolding.

So on an adult dating site I have been msged by an extremely attractive man close to my age, his body is seriously chiseled and his face is strikingly handsome. Apparently he is keen to meet with me (and obviously play with me) so he may be travelling to where I am located since I can’t travel. I know this is a measly post, but it is the potential cuckolding encounter that might interest you if it plays out well. I will keep you tuned :)

May 1, 2012

Hotcuck in 2012

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Hi All,

Sorry it’s been such a long time, unforeseen circumstances have prevented me from being able to pursue this interest for a while. I am trying to get on top of things at the moment, but life is pretty stressful.

I have not cucked my man for a while, and one thing that I’ve noticed is that cuckolding feels a bit like a chore. I’m just wondering if anyone else feels this way? It’s like sometimes I enjoy cuckolding but other times I don’t feel like it and it seems like I am making an effort to cuckold when I’d really just rather have my man ravish me or pamper me… I suppose this is why I prefer a hotcuck relationship. I haven’t explained myself well and I apologise for that, but thought that it would always be useful for other women considering this lifestyle or women currently starting it because all sorts of thoughts and feelings stir and it is important to consider them and vent.

Meantime, I’ve created my new avi. Please leave a comment below with your thoughts and I’ll try to update again soon :) XOX

January 19, 2012

Cuckoldress Peep Show

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Another update so quick?

So I’ve been asked to do topless waitressing at a private bucks, which is no big deal I’ve done it many times before… But they want a nude lap dance at the end! I’ve never actually done a lap dance before, I mean I’ve taken lessons but never done one with a man. I am very nervous!

But it is also exciting because if I can get confident at it I can start doing it regularly. I just think I should create a business card to give out at these things so I can get regular work :P

I may even film my practice and post some online for feedback if you’re nice enough to leave a comment or two and let me know you’re out there.

Xox

January 17, 2012

New Knickers

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So here’s a quick pic of my bumster knickers while there’s a gap in my posts. Will try to update as soon as I can, feel free to suggest what you wanna see next :)

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December 30, 2011

Cuckolded by Night Pt.3

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When we got to my car he climbed behind the seat into the back ‘let’s do it in the backseat!’ he suggested and I laughed because there was far too much clothing in my backseat but he insisted and pushed all clothing down into the foot space. I climbed in with him and agreed, both of our clothes came off so quickly it was like a blur.

It was small, boxy and uncomfortable. My neck was craned back over the seat shaped like a bucket which left my neck sore for days afterwards. All I know is when he slipped his cock into my pussy I was blissfully happy. He leaned down to tease my nipples, licking and sucking them while i fisted my hands in his hair. It was all so hot and sweaty between our bodies moving against each other. I couldn’t keep myself from moaning with every thrust, he threw his head back as he cummed in my pussy but not before I had a chance to cum over his cock.

Afterwards I took him home and he gave me the old kiss on the cheek bullshit, but I caught him there. ‘Are you fucking kidding me?!’ and he looked at me and gave me a long passionate kiss on the lips instead. It left me in a hypnotic haze like I was intoxicated with pleasure or under his spell. That moment where your eyes linger shut and a warm feeling flutters through you because he did the thing you wanted him to. I smiled at him as he left.

Unfortunately it doesn’t have a happy ending. I don’t think I’ll end up seeing him again because I actually like him now rather than see him as a fuck buddy, but he doesn’t like me in that way. So it is over now, I’m disappointed but life is full of those so time to find a new fling!

December 18, 2011

Cuckolded by Night Pt.2

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Hi all,

So I managed another rendezvous with the guy I like. I was drinking with a girlfriend before hand and had agreed to meet with him that night. So I went and picked him up and we went to the beach lookout. I grabbed his shirt and pulled him over and started kissing him.

I figured we both wanted to fuck so may as well get to it. It was fairly cold and raining a bit but I didn’t care. Next thing I know he is pulling my dress up and caressing my ass with his hands, then we wonder where to fuck and his words “I’m not scared, are you.” To which my reply was laying back on the wooden step and pulling him down with me kissing him.

I pulled my stockings, panties and shoes off in a frenzied sweep as he got out his hard cock and slid it into my pussy. He fucked me hard and fast until his knees got sore so I hopped on top of him instead(and wound up with sore knees). The night was filled with moans, sweat and pleasure until the panting subsided and his hands steadied my hips to a stop.

After cumming in my pussy we gathered up our things and headed to the car for round 2, coming soon…

November 21, 2011

Cuckolded by Night

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Hi All,

Boy it has been a LONG time! Sorry for the long hiatus, I’ve been caught up with work these days and all sorts of things. So here’s what I’ve got to tell you so far…

There’s this guy at work who I like and who I have been flirting with online and when we hang outside work as I convinced him to once. The second time we hung out we got on the drink early and he took me up to a hanggliding launch pad that overlooked the entire beach in the moonlight, we talked the night away until I got cold. I then demanded that he come over and shield me because I was cold and he had a jacket and he scooted over and wrapped his arm around me. I leaned into him and looked up at him while we talked and then took a hold of his chin and kissed him. The next thing I know we are kissing and he lays me on my back as he crawls over me and puts his hand beside me and his other starts to explore my body as he presses me into the floor. He wasn’t comfortable fucking where we were so we got back to his place and fucked like wild animals finally releasing all that sexual tension built up from flirting and not being able to express it at work.

I remember before he slid his cock into me he asked ‘do you mind’ because he wasn’t wearing a condom… to which I said I don’t care I want you to fuck me and pulled him closer with my legs. I slept for a while after that and when I woke he was awake beside me drifting in and out of sleep every now and then. As I turned to him he grunted to indicate he was awake too and I lay back down on my side, his wandering hands began to caress my skin and cup my breasts. His hand continued over the smooth of my skin and trailed his way down my ass and around the lips of my pussy, I turned to him and asked what’s the matter and he said he was restless and can’t sleep. I questioned whether he couldn’t or didn’t want to and he replied both so I rolled over and grabbed his chin pulling him into a kiss. He then took the hint and kissed me and crawled on top of me, easing his cock back into my pussy and fucking me hard and fast. As I traced my hands over his body I noticed he was very lean but I could feel the muscles in his body and it was so sexy and different to the build of my cuckold. He held my hips as he slammed into my pussy and I tried to keep quiet and not wake up the others in the house, then he flipped me over and fucked me doggy style for a while holding my ass as he pounded into my pussy until he pulled out and cummed.

As he lay back beside me I chuckled and said ‘feel better’ and he mumbled a sort of before we fell back into a sleep. The best part is the next morning it wasn’t really that awkward, I had a shower and headed off and returned to work the day after that like nothing ever happened. I still flirt with him online and am deciding on when the next time we hook up will be, but I will keep you updated.

My cuck was so excited when he heard all he wanted to do was submit to me and lick me out because I was proving to become such a wonderful cuckoldress to him.

That’s all til now. Stay well xox

June 11, 2011

Hotwife Song

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So random topic today, I was just listening to one of my fave songs sometime and couldn’t figure out one lyric. It sounded to me like “hotwife”, though people have also said it’s ‘hot ride’ and ‘hot pie’… to be honest it does sound like hot pie, but I thought it could make a good cuckoldress.hotwife song with hotwife.

Rhianna – Only Girl(in the World)

La la la la
La la la la
La la la la

[VERSE 1]
I want you to love me, like I’m a hotwife
Be thinkin’ of me, doin’ what you like
So boy forget about the world cause it’s gon’ be me and you tonight
I’m gonna make your beg for it, then imma make you swallow your pride
oooohhh

[CHORUS]
Want you to make me feel like I’m the only girl in the world
Like I’m the only one that you’ll ever love
Like I’m the only one who knows your heart
Only girl in the world…
Like I’m the only one that’s in command
Cause I’m the only one who understands how to make you feel like a man, yeah
Want you to make me feel like I’m the only girl in the world
Like I’m the only one that you’ll ever love
Like I’m the only one who knows your heart
Only one…

[VERSE 2]
Want you to take it like a thief in the night
Hold me like a pillow, make me feel right
Baby I’ll tell you all my secrets that I’m keepin’, you can come inside
And when you enter, you ain’t leavin’, be my prisoner for the night, oh

[CHORUS]
Want you to make me feel like I’m the only girl in the world

Like I’m the only one that you’ll ever love
Like I’m the only one who knows your heart
Only girl in the world…
Like I’m the only one that’s in command
Cuz I’m the only one who understands, like I’m the only one who knows your heart, only one…

[BRIDGE]
Take me for a ride, ride
Oh baby, take me high, high
Let me take you by surprise
Oh make it last all night, night
Take me for a ride, ride
Oh baby, take me high, high
Let me take you by surprise
Make it last all night

[CHORUS]
Want you to make me feel like I’m the only girl in the world
Like I’m the only one that you’ll ever love
Like I’m the only one who knows your heart
Only girl in the world…
Like I’m the only one that’s in command
Cuz I’m the only one who understands how to make you feel like a man
Only girl in the world…
Girl in the world…
Only girl in the world…
Girl in the world….

….

anyway that’s it, let me know your thoughts if you want to comment. Or tell me what you think makes a good hotwife/cuckoldress song? XOX

June 6, 2011

Short Explanation

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Hi all,

so yeah, once again it was ages between posts and I apologise for that… but now I’ve finished my exams so hopefully I’m not too busy with things now. I’ve hopefully found some regular work being sexy in lingerie and bikinis with drinks =) but we will see.

Basically what happened was since I was so busy I had a break from cuckolding altogether, and my man was mostly a dominant guy with the occasional night being a cuck in demeanour. I get frustrated sometimes because I am unable to maintain a constant interest in cuckolding, but I think that’s normal isn’t it? I mean, in our relationship I have defined it as hotcuck because it’s not full on cuckoldry, but not full on hotwifing. So given that definition it’s pretty normal to fluctuate, it just gets frustrating sometimes when my man is into it and wants to be cucked and I’m just not interested at the time… I thought I would be saying to you that I’m no longer doing cuckolding at all, but it seems my cuck has had a change of heart and wants to be a cuck again. Granted it won’t last forever, because he will rebel a bit and I will let him to get some relief from cuckoldressing… but it works for now and there’s no reason to try and conform to the way everyone else cuckolds.

Next time I’ll be writing about a song I love and think could make a great hotwife song =) XOX

May 9, 2011

Cuckold Charms – Slut Wife Charms

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It’s been the longest time since I’ve posted an update and I apologise to all of you for that. I’ll explain a bit more in my next post, which will hopefully be the end of the week.

In the meantime, I’ve seen these charms for slut wives and cuckolds which I thought were kinda cool. I like them more for cuckolds as they seem like a collar attachment to me, but if you were into using it as a slut and like how it looks then I guess it’s possible too.

I imagine something like this that says “cuck” or “cuckold.” If you use a special pet name or code word it could even pass off as a secret cuckold collar, that way people think it’s just a necklace but you don’t have to take it off during the day. Hopefully, by keeping it on all the time vs when you are fucking a bull in front of him, it will help keep him in character for longer as he never takes it off and thus never gets out of the cuckold mindframe. It just becomes who he is.

Anyway, you can buy these charms with things like “fuck around, i love black cock, spoiled slut wife” etc. Or you can custom order one by emailing the maker, which is what I would do for my special ‘cuckold’ ones. What would yours say?

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